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[May. 13th, 2009|03:24 am] |
14 more days till family going KL.
15 more days till me and bf joins parents at KL.
Excited or what.
Fiq and my family in KL.
(:
Me and Jovi had our usual talk under my block.
Because today is the guys non-lepak day.
So we were with ourselves, talking, moaning over spilled milk.
More like bitching and wishing.
So much in our minds.
How we wish we can just knock sense to some people.
We were so worked up till Jovi ate one drumstick, large fries, 3 seaweedchicken, prawn crackers, milo flurry, and bubble tea.
And stormking of course, occasionally sampoerna.
That was it.
Talk,bitch, moan.
Oh, im so missing going out with bf alone. -.-"
I miss him. (though i see him almost every single day)
I just miss us going out just the two of us.
hint hint cause i know you will read this (:
Omg, im like so married. -.-"
Jovi's counting down to her 1year anni.
Jemaine counting down to her 1year.
I'm counting down to my 3rd.
Fast or what.
Anyways, im still jobless.
Mom ask me to find a job after KL trip, cause she resigned.
So i need to pay for my own phone bill now. BURDEN
And i think transportation too.
UH! Pain in the ass!
Today Jovi confessed that she complained to her bf because me and fiq were like planning our another-7-more-years wedding (yeah, i know gaggagpukepuke).
So i assumed that Jo was thinking of hers.
cause she asked Fir, "Does your wife need to wear tudong during honeymoon?"
He said NO.
I bet Jovi was jumping with joy.
HAHAHA, sorry Jo.
I will promise promise upload a picture with my new hair soon!
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| death awaits. blah blah blah |
[May. 10th, 2009|07:05 am] |
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i've just finished 8 season of Charmed.
i think im gonna die soon.
im so tired.
im having too much caffeine.
and i somehow want my hair to grow.
only because those stupid people who constantly comment about how short and boy-boy my hair is.
i think one day i might just break down.
well, i almost did yesterday, due to a totally off topic thing.
i just find someone, more like sometwo disrespecting people's believe.
oh man, i better stop before i start going into believes and political flaws.
oh, and on another hand, i love u jemaine.
whatever your decision is, me and jovi will support.
but this doesnt make us like him after all this faeces he caused.
we'll still be your friend.
but theirs no reason that we should be his.
(:
sorry, my bitchy day. |
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| my hair is short |
[May. 5th, 2009|12:59 am] |
its so short. like boy short.
and my hair is spiky. it wont go down.
even with moisturiser.
but i like my hair.
fiq confirm hates it.
but i like it.
jovi and jemaine says that it makes me look younger.
ayu hates it.
but i like it.
i dont miss my long hair. not now. |
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| Orange alert. |
[May. 2nd, 2009|05:00 am] |
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why does all this orange alert thingy starts after i quit school?
i could have a long holiday thanks to this orange alert thingy.
meanwhile, this swine flu thing is creeping me out.
news, mainly after googling online and reading, are saying that it's more lethal than bird flu.
anyways, is bird flu even lethal?
its like SARS all over again.
i cant even visit the hospital.
or going to shopping mall without feeling paranoid.
i think everyone in Singapore should resort to wearing surgical masks now.
HOLY CRAP, 1 CONFIRMED CASE IN HONGKONG.
HONGKONG IS SO NEAR! (not really)
13 countries with a total of 365 cases.
scary shit.
its like the blardy game i played, EPIDEMIC.
I shouldnt have played that game.
shit.
"In Singapore, the one pending case as reported yesterday has tested negative for Influenza A. There were 3 additional cases for investigations today. Of the 25 cases investigated thus far, 21 cases have tested negative for Influenza A, 3 tested positive for the usual circulating seasonal strains of Influenza A, and 1 is pending laboratory investigations."
scary or what.
oh, this was updated at www.crisis.gov.sg/FLU/Alert+System.htm on 1st May.
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 22nd, 2009|04:21 am] |
OH OH!
ive start learning the guitar.
ive start injuring my fingerpads too.
the blardy 'lucky' song is so blardy tough ey.
i wanna learn taylor.s's lovestory real quick.
but my fingers cannot stretch so far.
im an amateur.
it sucks!
i hate people-in-ngee-ann-poly-who-still-bitch-about-me-because-they-think-i-wrote-the-blog.
thank you again for making me famous for that something that U THINK i did but I KNOW i didnt.
but u bitching people are far more worst than the blogger.
hence thank you becauseijustlovetobitch blogger, you were all way truthful, and i respect u for that cause those people are low lifers who tries to pin point of others just because they have nothing better to do.
zena, if u reading this, congrats. i hope u understand the meaning of stop destroying youthful lives. uve just humiliate not only yourself, but every name that came out of that blog. am i not right?
ive quitted school,(because i was almost dismissed) so dont go spreading rumors that i quitted because of the blog.
i got wayyyy more better things to do than bitch about sad people like all of u.
xie xie ni. and get lost from my freaking life. |
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[Apr. 22nd, 2009|04:14 am] |
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last week.
errrm.
on last friday, me and fiq decided that we needed the "kakashi" team sleepover
which consist of me, fiq and kai. -.-"
so we had it in my house, my living room.
from buying stuff for maggi.
to playing monopoly until kai bankrupt.
to using monopoly money to deal in blackjack.
and tons of ice milo.
and stormking/butterfly.
and lastly hot milo before i start hearing snores and kai who tried to sleep with his two hands doing the 'peace' sign. he wanted to see if he woke up that way too. he gave up.
the next morning, i think my parents got the shock of their lives, seeing two boys and a girl sleeping in the living room. dead tired.
they left for work even before we woke up. we happen to wake up at noon. haha.
ate, and kai left.
fiq stayed, entertain me.
haha. funney funney funney.
oh. my life is miserable. not really. i stay at home like 1/4 of the day, and goes out for the rest.
im unemployed.
im fat.
im heavy.
im ridiculously spending so much.
im on the internet if im at home.
ive even watch 'the nanny season 1-6' on reruns. i think ive watched like 6 times?
ive watch the maury show on reruns, yet again, and slept through it.
i even start to check my I-DRESSUP every single day.
oh oh!
ive applied for a work.
if i get it, then i'll post about it.
if i dont get it, then go and die about it.
weeeeeeee.
cant wait.
cant wait.
oh. another. the debate about islam, god, halal, quran things yesterday kinda got heated up.
CURIOUSITY QUESTION.
do u realise that the carbonated drinks, and ice teas doesnt have halal logo? is it even right for us to drink?
oh my.
ive got my answer for that. till next post. |
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| im so excited. |
[Apr. 11th, 2009|03:09 am] |
my bf is invited to go to KL with my family.
happy.
my mummy paying for everything.
happy.
and im going to the zoo tomorrow!
for free! how cool is that.
being under the hot scorching sun.
and the smell of sweat under my armpits.
god.
help!!!
anyways, LA's not doing anything. not progressing nothing.
hmmm.
we should be doing more covers.
or we should rot and die!
adios. |
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| jealous |
[Apr. 8th, 2009|08:37 am] |
my high maintenance mother bought the first nokia touch screen phone.
im so angry and jealous.
cause she doesnt know how to use the phone.
she should give me.
pls give me your nokia 5800 pls.
pls.
pls. |
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| FUCK DAE APPEAL. |
[Apr. 2nd, 2009|12:42 am] |
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DAE appeal was unsuccessful.
job hunting currently, anyone wanna tag along?
yesterday was tiring.
i'll probably lose my voice soon.
and little that i knew that i sing really loud.
i had to stand like soooo far so that my voice wont overlap the guitar strumming, and zai's voice.
im terrible in tuning down my volume.
i'll post up the rough copy of over first music cover soon.
mind my voice and zai's.
we're learning.
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| OLD WOMAN! |
[Mar. 31st, 2009|07:01 am] |
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the woman who gave birth to me, and called my mother turned old yesterday.
half a decade. hardly possible.
happy birthday.
you made me spend alot of cash on your food yesterday. well done.
life. im addicted to rootbeer.
the sandwich at 711 turns yummy for me.
i need a new fan, or aircon.
i need to become thin.
i need to lose like 15kg!
im so heavy. my feet are begging.
look at the drumstick arms. and one huge non-existent foetus growing in the tummy area.
my bf can save from eating KFC, since my arms are available.
and due to the never-happen sex my bf and i did, im growing a never-happen baby.
post-matured baby. after 9 months, its still there.
watching too much antm causes side effects.
like. smoke like mad.
never sleep.
hot chocolate x 6
rootbeer x 2
banana x 2.
eh hey! ive found the cause of being fat.!
wait. not fat!
cause fat is the layer beneath our muscle.
its like a layer of add-oil-chocolate-icecream-KFC-McD-BK-yummy711sandwich.
thats fat.
fat is not a word to explain a figure of a person.
its more like, curvy, voluptuous, non-anorexic, full figured.
HAHA. im full figured!
i got ASS. and BOOBS.
and a few that stuck in between B and A, and B to the ground.
nvm.
ive been bad to my dearest sick bf. sorry.
ive wished she meant more to you like yours does to me. (:
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| BESTFRIENEMY, |
[Mar. 30th, 2009|02:16 am] |
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ever found an excuse to retain a friendship which is turning sour?
i did.
or so i thought.
i love this babe to death. but i dont know if she stills find me as a friend.
advice is advice, but advice isnt suppose to be hurtful and self-degrading the adviced person.
i know i have the typical minahrepness.
i know i aint pretty
i know i dont have the 'style'.
i know you think i wont fit in
i know you think lowly of me.
i know it makes you feel good.
but im your bestfriend.
if i still am.
all i want is a school to go do and do something i actually like.
all i want is that people accept me for the things i wanna do.
a future i've set my eyes on.
a long time goal i've yet to achieve.
why wont you let me be?
why critising me asthough im a piece of crap.
i know you're pretty.
i know you fit in.
i know you have very high self esteem/confidence.
but there's no way you need to push me down by degrading me.
i know im younger than you.
i know i've looked up to you.
but. i dont anymore.
cause you're mean.
i know i am myself.
i dont wanna be like you.
i dont need to change my clothing cause i wanna fit in.
i dont need to change my minahrepness if people dont like it.
i dont need to change how i look just because people find me alien looking.
i dont need to suck people balls just for them to like me.
i am myself.
and you are far away from that.
you're just having a veneer to cover your insecurities.
but i dont need to cause i am myself.
myself with my chinese opera make up.
myself with my skanky outfit.
myself with the minah look.
myself with the way i speak.
i am myself.
and you just have to accept that.
cause im not like you. im way better than 10 of you.
just because im myself! |
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[Mar. 18th, 2009|06:01 am] |
SATURDAY.
HENDERSON WAVES.
it was.. my first time being there. i mean, i roam around, but i don't go to these places.
it was tiring yet fun.
went with the few people i love. fiq, kai and zai.
took ALOT of pictures. the guys kinda just kept on snapping pictures. they're like even vainer than me.
then after that we kinda tried to wake to harbourfront, which was so tiring, we end up taking a bus halfway thru the journey. -.-"
 we ate before sightseeing.  i was first up that kimak-pey-tinggi stairs.  my favourite boy aka long term bf  the ns man, cheybah cheybah, zai.  my bf's scandal?, kai.  us few, yet again.  my favourite boys.  kai's attempt.  zai's attempt.  fiq's attempt.  no idea.  another no idea.  yea, finally a picture with my short hair.
then next, we went to bugis on the same day, cause zai gotta go to a mosque there, so me fiq and kai kinda fooled around at no-idea-name-of-the-place.
SUNDAY.
SLUMBER PARTY AT FIQ'S PLACE. me, fiq and kai, had a slumber party? at fiq's pasir ris house.
we watched two scary indonesian horror movies, and a lot of porns. HAHAHA.
it's scarily weird being in a room with two guys watching porn.
no pictures. sorry.
MONDAY
LAPTOP PARTY AT MY PLACE.
me, fiq and kai had a stayover at my place.
was at mac's till like about two am then kinda needed a plug which wasn't available.
so went over to my place, played lappy like mad.
only one cool pic. kai kinda send the msg thing, and the message came out on mac's plasma. I LOVE YOU NYAMATAYS!
TUESDAY.
SHOPPING WITH ELFIE.
haha, i got an affair. with elfie, cause he kept on tapping on my breast.
the cool thing is he dared do that with my bf there.
got pictures. ELFIE!! fiq's nephew.  we were like one happy family.  we shared money to buy this sweet kid a toy. then i kinda went home, scavenger my house, and came under my block with a guitar toy, golf, a truck and a train set. -.-"  oh thats all. (:
i love u fiq!
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[Feb. 27th, 2009|07:44 am] |
haha, its like 744 in the morning.
and i like totally forget to sleep.
had my eyes on Australia's Next Top Model.
was hooked. i mean, their cycle 5 have like ALOT of pretty girls.
i thought most of them could have invade America's Next Top Model and like steal about 8 cycles!
Australia has like alot of pretty girls judging from the past cycles.
it kinda make America's look.... bad?
And Germany's Next Top Model have like playboy mag's girls.
the girls are super hot, i swear they'll make it in STUFF magazine.
Germany is where Amsterdam is right? I think? HAHA
Anyways, my tooth starts to ache again. WELL DONE.
oh, my trip to the dentist that day got cut short cause ALL the dentist were like fully booked, and couldnt even slot me in.
i mean, hello! girl with serious aching tooth here.
and the nurse at the counter for one dentist even recommend me to get my tooth plugged out, cause she said.
NURSE: oh your tooth is really bad, its going to cost more filling it than removing it.
ME: will i be all numb before they take it off?
NURSE: no.
ME: then no thank you.
i think ill just make an appointment tomorrow. i hate dentist. and i hate the idea of removing my tooth even more.
HOW THE HELL AM I GONNA CHEW IF ONE OF MY BIG TOOTH IS GONE!
i mean, of course can chew...
but havent i had enough of just chewing at one side and the opposite tooth filling is like wearing off too!
NOW MUST PAY DOUBLE.
i will opp for dentures sooner or later. |
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[Feb. 25th, 2009|12:48 am] |
meeting aishah today was so refreshing.
then Q came along.
bike riding.
fun.
the talking.
the catching up.
hahaha
refreshing.
on the later at msn with aishah.
came up with plan B for u-know-who.
hahaha.
too bad u-know-who so ugly that noone's interested.
hahaha.
good laugh.
till then. |
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[Feb. 23rd, 2009|11:34 pm] |
today. tuition.
slack nak mampos,
i made him do compo.
i made him not do anything.
haha.
i let him choose what he wants to do.
so he chose compo. and he even offered to do 3.
so ok lor.
then my bf came to my house to chill.
yea.
we got bored.
cooked for him, watched him eat. he feeds me. im fucking pampered.
and omg omg omg.
im meeting aishah tomorrow, its been so long.
cant wait.
i love my bf. i love my bf. |
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| ITS IN THE MORNING! |
[Feb. 18th, 2009|09:36 am] |
its like 936 now.
im wide awake.
and the contruction thingy is so noisy, and its so near to my window. it even wins from the music im blasting in the huge speakers.
i think sooner or later, i resort to metal songs or something, just to get rid of the noisy gritt-gritt-grittttt noises!
i havent slept, ok lied.
i slept like for 2 minutes?
im so deprieve of sleep.
STUPID TOOTH. it aches so bad, i had to sleep with a bowl on my mouth area!
two minutes and the saliva i accumulate could drench my whole pillow. thank god for the bowl.
this stupid tooth, left bottom end huge tooth's fillings are worn off, so you can see a hole...three to be precise. three fucking holes in one tooth! you tell me, how not to ache!
i cried. cause i was so sleepy, my eyes were like super droopy that i win britney spears's eyes.
i mean, imagine, i sat on my bed, to realise that my body just let go and im lying on th bed. numerous time! like i couldnt control it.
and i still couldnt sleep!
now, thanks to the stupid NOISE, and the long term relationship with the internet, im fully awake. i feel like going to the wet market!
buy FISH!
sigh. to dunman this evening.
tuition before that, think ill miss today. i missed like 2 already of that small kid's classes.
nvm. thank god its my cousin. (:
and psle is like next year?
so chill. its only psle.
-i just sound so cocky and proud, it kinda eeeeek me-
fiq's birthday is like in thurs, fri, sat, sun. 4 days time.
staying over with the guys at bbq.
i so dont have life. i practically see fiq everyday, but i mean its ok since he's my bf.
but i see kai and amad everyday too.
and they are not my bf.
-.-" nvm.
OH MAN MY MOM JUST SPOKE TO ME. nicely too. EXCITED OR WHAT.
mummy : tomorrow we go do something with your tooth ok?
me : (thinking, did she like really asking me) ok.
mummy : ok then tomorrow we go dentist.
me : ok thank you. (i imagined hugging and kissing my mom cause she helping me solve my aching and of course talking to me nicely and bringing me to the dentist.)
oh, you didnt know? i got the silent treatment from mummy ever since the dropping out of school thingy.
oh gosh, im so happy now.. |
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[Feb. 16th, 2009|04:31 am] |
im so pathetic. ive seen my bf like everyday.
i have no blardy life.
i have no blardy money.
or cigarettes.
I NEED A JOB! |
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| CURSE YOU INTERNET. |
[Feb. 6th, 2009|04:14 am] |
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motherfinger the internet.
if it didnt exist, i wont be online till... 24hours?
and that's for being jobless too.
jobless.
moneyless.
cigaretteless. not really.
qila(younger sis) is even supporting me!
she giving my money for me to buy cigarettes.
she's so nice to me.
im a bad sister!
HAHA, i still hate her guts.
i finally get to watch season two of gossip girl.
thank god!
ive watch the girl next door twice tonight.
ive watch bride wars once.
ive watch a walk to remember once.
ive watch twilight once.
ive even finish the whole 6 season of the nanny.
and the continuation 2 season of living with fran.
im on the edge of watching anime! yes yet again.
im so bored!
i need a life.
life, pls come back.
oh ya, it cant!
i have to have a school first,
shit bom bom.
thank god for the nyamatays. (:
oh! and im going out later today. cuscaden!
finally!! midori pineapple anyone? |
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